I was always hope there will be someone that really understand you to hear your sadness. Seem like the someone is no more someone, as it’s finally come true. 

But I am so scared, scared of the ending, scared of the fact, scared of your and “someone”'s thinking. I am scared of everything. But I am not sure do I have the power to control. I might have the ability to control, but i am don’t know am I in the right position.

I'm know thing will always not that simple, but I am really hope it could be not so complicated to you. At this moment, at least I realized that I need to talk to you. To let you know, I am still that one always pray for your hapiness, and always always support you, as I really like you, my friend.

Bless me have the chance continue support you. Bless me do not screw up the thing, bless me have the optimum EQ when talk to you. Bless me that is not a full stop after the conversation.

When I am sad and walking fast

 

When I am sad, I like to walk...
Walk as fast as I can.
Let the unhappy things left behind me.
Let the wind blow away the sadness.
I seem that I just need to concentrate on my walk and put away anything that hurt me.

Don't stop me when I am sad and I am walking fast. You may choose to follow me, but don't stop me. Because, it really makes me feel better.

I am no mean to leave you there my friends... I just don't want the irrational sentence come from my mouth. I just want to make myself calm.

珍惜身边的每一个人

今天，突然想分享几年前写下的文章。现在看回去，看到的是我的遗憾，遗憾没有好好珍惜过~

人啊！往往就是这样，身边有的都不去珍惜，羡慕那个这个的。失去了才遗憾，所以才会那么伤心吧！

真的很痛恨这一切的失去，也了解了无法预料的意外是永远不由得我掌握。所以，更懂得珍惜身边每一个重要的人。用心去对待你像珍惜的每一个人吧！

几年前,记载下的心情。。。

原来只是场梦。醒来后， 泪依旧流。。你依然离我们而去。

一切是那么的真实，你对我说的每一句话，你的每一个动作在梦里依旧那么的真实。

时间还过得真快，你的离开已经有段时间了！！

可是相处的每一刻，那记忆依旧那么的深刻。

每一回想起依旧那么得叫人无法呼吸，依旧那么的想哭。

每回都会告诉自己：“长大了！不要让人担心了。”

可是心灵还是脆弱得让我觉得好无助。

新的开始

 

终于有想拥有属于自己博客的冲动了！