I was always hope there will be someone that really understand you to hear your sadness. Seem like the someone is no more someone, as it’s finally come true. 

But I am so scared, scared of the ending, scared of the fact, scared of your and “someone”'s thinking. I am scared of everything. But I am not sure do I have the power to control. I might have the ability to control, but i am don’t know am I in the right position.

I'm know thing will always not that simple, but I am really hope it could be not so complicated to you. At this moment, at least I realized that I need to talk to you. To let you know, I am still that one always pray for your hapiness, and always always support you, as I really like you, my friend.

Bless me have the chance continue support you. Bless me do not screw up the thing, bless me have the optimum EQ when talk to you. Bless me that is not a full stop after the conversation.

When I am sad and walking fast

 

When I am sad, I like to walk...
Walk as fast as I can.
Let the unhappy things left behind me.
Let the wind blow away the sadness.
I seem that I just need to concentrate on my walk and put away anything that hurt me.

Don't stop me when I am sad and I am walking fast. You may choose to follow me, but don't stop me. Because, it really makes me feel better.

I am no mean to leave you there my friends... I just don't want the irrational sentence come from my mouth. I just want to make myself calm.